i love and hate being unemployed. i feel so lazy and unproductive half the time, and the other half, i'm loving my life. i wake up at 10. eat breakfast. work out. run errands. search and apply to jobs. clean my house that never seems to get cleaned. and watch tv.. LOTS of it.

not having cable for the past 8 years, i am going tv crazy. it's so addictive and so bad yet sooo good. my main tv shows have been the following:

1. more to love

this show started off kind of entertaining but i'm beginning to hate the guy in it cuz he's pretty much making out with every single girl on the show and making them feel so beautiful and perfect. not that that may not be true, but ultimately, he's playing with their emotions and u know one of these gals are gonna go crazy after getting dumped and stay depressed for the rest of their lives. me no likey, but i keep watching it to see who will stay till the end.

2. the rachel zoe project

I LOVE THIS SHOW!!! and i love taylor and brad's interaction. this makes me want to go shopping but only within the first few minutes of attempting this i realize i cant really "shut it down" as rachel would say at forever 21 and h&m. now im gonna go buy a 20 dollar plaid shirt i've been deeply contemplating about. big purchase.

3. LA ink

i love kat von d and i love watching the stories and the tattoos. and the blond chick in it is so wack i love it when kat yells at her. the end.

i need a life.. but i love this so much.
peace and love.