i got surgery for my deviated septum 4 days ago, and my new year so far has not been fun. as soon as i woke up from my surgery, i thought, ah hell, why did i just get this. i'm still thinking this right now, but hopefully as time passes and as i recover, i'll be able to breathe properly and i'll have no regrets. hopefully.

some updates:
- got a new car! all on my own. wow.
- still searching for jobs, but may have found a good temp job for now.
- john got a flash as a gift from his family for his slr. this is excellent news. i am vicariously enjoying a dslr through john.
- i have done zero wedding planning.

im dizzy.
drugs make me dizzy.
goodbye.